Tartarus (2020)

Tartarus is the feeling that you are at the bottom of a hill, sad, alone, like experiencing a loss that you were not prepared for and you don't know what to do, so walk up the hill, run up the hill, and all these other sounds come in and it gets louder and deeper and all the craziness in the middle of that is the memories. It's euphoric. It's ephemeral. Because that rush you feel at the top of the hill- the nostalgia, is all you have left because then you go back down and even though you're on the other side, you're back where you started at the bottom of the hill. Sad. And alone. With nothing but the simple sounds of a tragic loss.